I hate the way how life lays down its rules.Rules which govern the entire human existence.
Well in my own opinion, human beings have a share with these rules. Maybe both the world and humans (intentionally or unintentionally ) have something to do with these exasperating and childish laws… and I have to say I hate it so much.
I hate the way rules and laws influenced people’s live.
Laws of human.
Laws of nature.
Laws of the court.
Laws of love.
Laws of friendship.
Laws of God.
Laws of laws.
Have it ever came to your mind wishing you have’nt existed?
I bet the answer is either of the following:
- No because God has a reason why He created me.
- I love the way how my life goes.
- No because my life is worth living. I have my family, friends who love me.
Pathetic! (oopps...no offense...)
Why do we always love to deceive other people?
Why do we keep fooling ourselves believing that life is wonderful?
Life is not wonderful.
Life is not like the way we want to imagine it. Life is never fantastic.
Actually, it never did.
Yes, maybe we can say that life has been great when we are in ecstasy. We say that life is worth living when we all have the kind of happiness in our grasps.
Happiness with family, happiness with career, happiness with our loved ones, happiness with money, happiness with having all the things we want.
But what happens when all of these do not exist?
Life isn’t that interesting, is it?
How you’d wish to die just to conceal all the insecurities and doubts,... just to end the suffering that keeps on giving you that sting . How you’d wish to end the world right at the moment when you finally say “I give up”.
We say life is a blessing when in fact behind this is a life of tedium….of defeats..of failures…of misery.
How ironic we define life as marvelous when after a second we describe it as a curse..(am I right?)
Why do we spoil this kind of attitude? Maybe because of the laws that the world have brought to us.
We are afraid of becoming pessimistic at times because people might say “ how miserable you have become”.. ( as if they know how it feels to be one)
We are afraid to hurt someone because people might condemn you as inhumane…( as if those people who hurt me know this..duuhhh!)
We are afraid not to forgive someone because people might say "God doesn’t want us to keep grudges to others "(as if grudge comes before anger..don’t make me irate so I won’t feel grudge..idiot!)
We are afraid to feel rue about our past deeds because people might say "everything happens for a reason" ( and I am trying my best to believe this..)
We are afraid to be candid because people might say “ hey watch your word my dear" ( as if keeping secrets will make things better)
We are afraid to look bad because people might ask " is that the way your parent brought you up?"..(who's perfect anyway,,ha?ha? ayb nah!)
We are afraid not to say to our boyfriend/girlfriend that we don’t love them anymore because people will tell “oh dear you're just confused” ( so we try to fix the mess only to know the other one had already cheated on you)
We are afraid to admit to ourselves that we are totally exhausted of this life because we have that fear that when this truth is revealed everything will fall apart and there would be no one..absolutely no one person to save us.
We are afraid to tell right in our very faces that we are a total fiasco because we are frightened that it will only impede our search for success.
We are afraid to confront all the fears we kept inside.
We are all afraid of life.
Everything here is a taboo even if we do like it or not.
Why can’t we be humans? Why can’t we show how the way humans should behave? Why can’t we consider the fact that if there’s good...there is evil? Both are inseparable.
Why can’t we live our lives the way we wanted it to be? Why and why?
Maybe Because we are afraid to break the laws.
This is how the influx of life goes. If you’re not the winner, you're the loser. If you're not happy then you're in the state of bleak.
Simple thoughts yet too complicated to make it simple.
We are the prisoners of our own laws
We are under the fist of the laws we ourselves made.
We are held down by the laws which we don't even know where it would lead us.
Now tell me,which of these laws you secretly follow?
